Me.

i love you baby

2006-12-01T23:55:22Z

your amazing.

ps. i got a new car cause my old one was stolen.
its wierd writing in here. hahaha. ok so yeah.

wow

2006-01-30T01:15:07Z

i havent looked at this thing in forever.
it seems that so much has happened
i looked at all my past posts.
its wierd to read everything
its as if everything has changed.
has it? maybe.
anyways, i have an amazing boyy
and i think we will be together for a very long time.
paramore is the new best band.
if you havent heard them, check it out.
i dont use this much, so check out my myspace.
haha that sounds so "scene"
oh well. eff you if you dont like it.
i am sick today and it really sucks.
i miss tucson.
all my true friends are there.
they are hard to find here.
i wish i could see all you guys again
maybe some day..

later yoo.

<333

UPDATE MUCH?

2005-12-11T17:37:33Z

kk so hmm some things have happened.. well i got a job at aeropostale. so thats pretty sweet. i have a bpyfriend and his name is leevon =] and he is super awesome. i went to the from first to last show last night and that was amazing. hmm what else... i got my car from tucson, so that was freakin exciting. winter break is almost here and we have already had snow!! i love it, but its been getting very cold here. and yeah i think thats about it. kk?

<3

dory182 @ 2005-09-02T14:46:00

2005-09-02T21:46:17Z

who lives in washington? i need friends

dory182 @ 2005-07-13T15:33:00

2005-07-13T22:33:22Z

my mom and i are moving to washington

dory182 @ 2005-04-21T12:36:00

2005-04-21T19:37:15Z

ah where do i find some good icons on this stupid livejournal?!?!?! ahh help.

dory182 @ 2005-01-30T09:13:00

2005-01-30T16:16:02Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

2. I will then tell you what song(s) remind(s) me of you.

3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity, animated or otherwise.

4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

5. Put this in your journal

so anyway. i guess alot has gone on lately. havent posted in a while.. hmm soccer is over for school. it was a fun season. now i am doing soccer with my friends chruch. it shall be fun. i have to watch my cuzin all weekend, but oh well. i am doing behind the wheel this week at school. mon-wed. so yay i am gunna have my liscense next week. i quit subway. fuck. now i have to go get a new job so i can buy a car.. and pay for my phone bill. fuck again. i suppose the house situation is alright, besides the fact the my mom is fuckin crazy. i miss my dad. it sucks. i hate it. the end.

dory182 @ 2005-01-07T19:22:00

2005-01-08T02:23:00Z

please amuse and at least one person do this. more preferably. but oh well. and be honest now. dont worry about hurting my feelings, even tho i'm sure you wouldnt.

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() kiss me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me?
() take me out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere
() cut some rug with me?
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() buy me a drink?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed?
() Sing car karaoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() give me oral?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() give me a piggyback ride?
() Come pick me up at 3 am because im a bum and dont drive?

Do You's
1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?

Are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we in a relationship?
4. are we gonna have kids?

Am I's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?

Have You Ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

Are You's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

dory182 @ 2005-01-07T19:17:00

2005-01-08T02:19:11Z

hmm seems like the lasted craze over lj so here goes :
>[x]been drunk
>[x]smoked pot.
>[x]kissed a member of the opposite sex.
>[x]rode in a taxi.
>[x]been dumped.
>[x]shoplifted
>[]been fired.
>[x]had a job.
>[x]been in a fist fight.
>[x]snuck out of your parent's house.
>[x]been arrested.
>[]stole something from your job
>[]celebrated new years in times square.
>[]went on a blind date.
>[x]smoked a cigarette.
>[]gone on an airplane by yourself.
>[]broken a bone.
>[]had sex in a car.
>[x]white lied to a friend.
>[]had a crush on a teacher..
>[]been to europe...
>[x]made out in a movie theater.
>[]taken caffeine pills
>[]been to disney world.
>[x]had a crush on someone you hardly knew.
>[x]been to california.
>[x]been skinny dipping
>[x]regretted something.
>[]peed on someones lawn.
>[x]skipped school.
>[x]thrown up from drinking.
>[]lost your sibling.
>[]been butt nekked bangin on the bathroom floor.
>[x]kissed a member of the same sex.
>[]had sex with a boy.
>[]had sex with a girl.
>[x]been in a car accident.
>[]partied for days and days straight
>[x]had a family member die.
>[x]played 'clue'.
>[x]had a sleepover party.
>[x]went ice skating.
>[x]been cheated on.
>[x]had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
>[]had a threesome.
>[x]had a sweet sixteen.
>[]had a quinceanera
>[]had a car.
>[x]drove.
>
>Do you...
>[]have a bf.
>[]have a gf
>[x]have a crush.
>[x]have a cat
>[x]have a dog
>[x]have your own room.
>[]listen to rap.
>[x]paint your nails.
>[x]play a sport.
>[]play more than one sport.
>[x]watch sports on tv.
>[x]have a fav. group/singer/artist
>[x]have more than 1 best friend.
>[x]get good grades.
>[]play an instrument
>[x]have slippers.
>[x]wear boxers
>[x]wear black eyeliner
>[x]like the color blue.
>[x]like the color yellow.
>[]cyber...........
>[x]like to read.
>[x]like to write.
>[]have long hair
>[]have a laptop.
>[]have a pager.

>Are you...
>[]ugly
>[]pretty
>[x]ok.
>[x]bored.
>[]happy.
>[]bilingual
>[x]white.
>[]black.
>[]hispanic.
>[] asian
>[]ARMENIAN.
>[x]short.
>[x]tall
>[x]grounded.
>[x]sick.
>[x]lazy.
>[x]single.
>[]taken
>[]looking.
>[]not looking.
>[]talking to someone.
>[x]IMing someone.
>[]scared to die.
>[]Sleepy
>[x]annoyed
>[]on the phone.
>[]in your room.
>[x]drinking something.
>[]eating something.
>[x]in your pjs.
>[x]ticklish
>[]listening to music.
>[]homophobic.
so anyways. i like this guy. i think he may like me back or at least be interested. well i hope so at least. i quit my job. so many problems at my house. ahh i hate it. "just tell me its okay to die"

dory182 @ 2004-11-23T13:51:00

2004-11-23T20:51:37Z

yay!!! its my birfday.. yay!! i got a phone.. woo..

dory182 @ 2004-10-18T15:06:00

2004-10-18T22:06:26Z

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.

Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

dory182 @ 2004-10-18T15:04:00

2004-10-18T22:05:23Z

If LJ Were a High School by Karen_Walker
Username
Principal	squishy_
Lunch Lady	theskiesbleed3
Head Cheerleader	childreninheat
Quarterback	thedustinator
Prom Queen	majinvegeta454
Gang Member	kitty_astoria
Band Geek	bauhauskicksass
Theatre Geek	alk3_afi_vr_lp8
Chess Club Captain	playboy_babe10
Loner Goth Kid	crimsonspade
Class Clown	aghostlyfigure

Quiz created with MemeGen!

haha that was fun.. sum are right tho.. haha

Your LJ future life... by cries_of_sorrow
Username
You will marry.....	bauhauskicksass
Will die before the age of 20....	uncanny_punk_3
Will be placed into a mental institute....	ghostmanon3
Will become famous....	dory182
Will develop a life long love for you....	xblackheartedx
Will create a new kind of cheese....	majinvegeta454
Will steal the recipe for the new found cheese....	dreamydesire
Will eat the new found cheese....	lucidique_angel
Will become a mad scientist....	aghostlyfigure
Will become a street whore...	sonlessfather
Will solicitate for Oscar Mayer....	squishy_

Quiz created with MemeGen!

heh...ya
.

dory182 @ 2004-10-15T21:48:00

2004-10-16T04:49:53Z

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998

Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog

dory182 @ 2004-10-06T19:24:00

2004-10-07T02:25:40Z

I'm not okay. I Promise

dory182 @ 2004-10-06T19:08:00

2004-10-07T02:14:25Z

hmm i havent posted in a while. havent been at school for almost a week.. going back tomorow. its been so hard. i have been stayin in the hospital with my dad. hes hangin on. he a strong one. i spent the nite in the hospital. it was wierd. i couldnt sleep much. but yesterday, the doctors told me that he wouldnt last much longer.. so i told him my good-byes and i told him everything that i wanted and needed him to know. and i left. it was the hardest thing i have had to do. but i cant see him suffer anymore. i jsut cant. and i dont want to be there when it happens. i wouldnt know how to deal with it. but i have been callin and the nurses said hes doing okay. hopefully thats true.

on another note.. the fall ball was awesome.. me and chels and jo and tj and mel got there at 8 o clock. the first people there.. oh yah. the gates opened at 12 and they started at 1. we were in front the whole time. i touched the guys from chronic future and we all held the singer from my chemical romance's hand for a whole song almost. it was awesome.. saw the other bands. got bunches of pictures.. it was cool.. oh man. bert is so rad. i loved it. got the new cd finally. woot. me and travis are still together. it will be a month monday. woot. go me. yeah he just called.. heh. i gues i should get to that... ok well thats my post. hope u enjoyed it -bye

dory182 @ 2004-09-28T18:39:00

2004-09-29T01:41:11Z

i got this from a myspace thingie.. i think its pretty good.. it sounds like me.. if anyone wants to know what their month says, reply and i will post it.. k later..

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique
and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive.
Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but
amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is
a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry
unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.
Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities.
Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable

dory182 @ 2004-09-25T17:03:00

2004-09-26T00:07:27Z

wow. they changed this update thing.. i guess i havent updated too much lately.. its wierd.. oh well.. hmm so yeah.. alot has been going on.. all of it sucks..well not really... yeah... i got my taking back sunday ticket.. thats good.. i am goin out with travis still... i guesss thats good too.. but i found out taht my dad has lung cancer a few days ago.. that is the worst.. it weighs out everything good that has been going on.. i went to go visit him and he has all these thing hooked up to him. he has the oxygen thing up his nose and he has 2 iv things and these plugs all over his tummy.. he found out that he has 3 tumors on his lungs and if worst cums to worst, he only has a year.. if they can help it as much as they can.. then he has between 5-10 years.. sorry, i just needed to get this out and tell sumbody.. later guys.

dory182 @ 2004-09-10T10:36:00

2004-09-10T17:36:47Z

If you and I were alone in a room right now, what would we be doing?

[now post this in YOUR LJ, and see what people want to do with you.]

dory182 @ 2004-09-08T20:44:00

2004-09-09T03:47:23Z

me and brandon broke up. what a shock.. cant seem to keep a boyfriend these days.. even if its my fault.. guys, seriously whut wrong with me? i jsut dont no anymore. life is freakin gay. this is gay.

dory182 @ 2004-09-08T14:54:00

2004-09-08T21:55:05Z

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from natural causes:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Have sex with me?
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:

do you's
1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. do you want to hook up with me?
5. do you think im smart?

are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we hook ups?
4. are we in a relationship?
5. are we gonna have kids?

am i's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?

would you's
1. would you hang out with me?
2. would you date me?
3. would you be my hook up?
4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?
5. would you have sex with me?

have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

dory182 @ 2004-09-08T11:44:00

2004-09-08T18:49:27Z

man so much has been happening. so me and megan arent friends anymore cuz of all this crap that went down pretty gay but whutever. she said i was a bad friend and i walk all over people and that i dont give people the respect they deserve and all this crap.. so why was she still my friend? dono.. but its over with now so it doesnt even matter anymore.

this past weekend i went to cali with my whole family.. that was okay. we got lost like a bagillion times, but oh well it was all fun and games. we went to the beach most of the time.. i got a semi- tan.. ha.. yeah i saw anthone there at seaport village.. it was cool. they have this cool hat shop.. i had on a cheese hat. that was cool. i went to coronado island.. that was cool too.. yeah i love the beach. its so nice and peaceful.. it was so awesome. i cant wait to move there.. it will rock. i wanna learn how to surf.. i kinda know how, but i still suck. ha yeah

hmm i dont even know whuts going on with my "love life" or whutever u wanna call it.. its so gay all this crap is happening. and i am just so confused. i am in a really big pickle and i just dont know whut to do about it. its so freakin gay. whutever.

erg i feel really bad right now. thats why i stayed home from school. erg man oh well i needed time to think about things and i really didnt wanna deal with people today. well i am hungrey so yeah this is my update.. kinda long, but i havent had a real update in a while.. so yeah later.

blink 182

2004-09-08T18:40:30Z

Artist- Blink 182
Are you female or male: Josie
Describe yourself: Depends
How people feel about you: Whats My Age Again?
How do you feel about yourself: Easy Target
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: What Went Wrong
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: I Miss You
Describe where you want to be: The Rock Show
Describe where you live: Going Away to College
Dare a few words of wisdom: Stay Together For the Kids

**Pick a band and answer the questions with their song titles**

dory182 @ 2004-09-03T09:55:00

2004-09-03T16:55:23Z

Found this, so do it for me.

In a comment for this entry, reply to the following:

01. name:
02. age:
03. where on earth do you live:
04. what makes you happy:
05. what have you been listening to lately:
06. do you enjoy reading my LJ:
07. if so, why:
08. interesting fact about you:
09. are you in love at the moment:
10. favourite destination:
11. favourite quote:
12. will you post this in your LJ:

RECOMMEND
01. a movie:
02. a book:
03. a band, song or album:

PLUS
post a picture of yourself:

dory182 @ 2004-08-30T18:30:00

2004-08-31T01:31:50Z

erg man. school starts so much drama. i was like drama free this summer. man gay. i dont even no whut the f is goin on. i hear so many stories of whut i did and whut happened on saturday. friggin gay man. whutever. it doesnt even matter. me and brandon are good. hes such a cutie. hes a sweet kid too. ah well yeah thats it. woot. to much ish goin on.

dory182 @ 2004-08-23T20:11:00

2004-08-24T03:14:16Z

hey so yea. this weekend was really cool. hm so i told brandon that i liked him on friday and i gave him my number. so he writes me back and he likes me.. blah blah blah. so we talked alot this weekend.. like 4 hours a day. it was really rad. so today after school i went to his house. we hung out and did all that fun stuff.. play video games, "watch" movies.. all that fun stuff i have to tell my mom i did.. hmm so yea.. then he asked me out. so yay! its cool. thanks stina for sayin that we are a cute couple. thats awesome.. so yea.. but i am a happy camper cuz i do really like him. and hey guys no bets on how long i will go out with him. thats really sad. like u guys did with moses. horrible man. but yeah so thats my update. later kiddos.